I wish i didn t have bpd reddit. 47 votes, 59 comments.

  • I wish i didn t have bpd reddit. I just want to make my position clear that intentionally playing the "games", as you put it, is manipulation, plain and simple and, in my opinion, should not be advised to those with Laura, 21, shares her experience of borderline personality disorder (BPD) and the things she wishes people knew about this often misunderstood condition. People don’t even believe me when I tell them I have a mental illness due to how well I’m masking it. I think if you don't question this at some point, that means you are actually using BPD for attention or manipulation. But I think if you have enough self Your brain sounds amazing! When it's doesn't have all that negative chatter I bet you are an amazing employee who can multitask and an amazing person who can be around. It can get better but you need to put the work into yourself and surround yourself with people who love Granted there have definitely been a handful of times I probably should have gone but I didn't. You can Everything else could be going ok for me but if I feel like things aren't right with my FP, I spiral. My parents were never cruel, overbearing, or abusive. I go though life 50% numb and 50% angry. So I've gotten told at least 3 times in the last 4 years that I don't have BPD because I'm not manipulative or out to use and I also wish I didn't have BPD, combined with anxiety and depression it makes life intolerable. However, I’m extremely nervous for this appointment tomorrow because I don’t want to forget anything or leave anything out A friend of mine who has BPD said their therapist told them Why do I have to feel so lost and aimless when I'm not with someone 💀. Every day. I wish I was never brought here to live this life. It went good at first but then very quickly started to be problematic as soon as we As far as bipolar, both BPD and bipolar have mood swings as a symptom, but there are some key differences. I will probably always have BPD traits but I do not suffer with all the symptoms anymore. . With BPD, you have smaller swings, but they happen all the time, sometimes Hi op, I was recently diagnosed with bpd and I still don’t really understand what it means but I just wanna say that this post is the first time I’ve ever heard anyone explain my exact feelings. I'm still angry, I'm still a mess. Its no life really. when i told my family, these are the things they had to say. If someone doesnt text them back right away or goes hours without communicating, it wouldnt cause them to Doesn't matter what I do, who I see, how much control I have. I still hurt the people around me. I know I can't control my emotional dysregulation but I wish it wasn't because of just one (1) For longest time, I felt the same. Well like a week before i talked to my friend about my symptoms, and told her that i was nervous for the meeting with my two psychs, and she I wish I didn’t have such a disconnected childhood I used to think I had a fine childhood. i (22f) have had a bpd diagnosis since january 2023. If you have these struggling thoughts & feelings when no one is around, it can't be fake or for attention. I don’t have BPD but I share some of the common traits. Discover discussions on BPD without impulsivity on Reddit, exploring Quiet BPD traits like emotional intensity and relationship challenges, and learn how to navigate these dynamics. I was talking to a guy on reddit who ticked my boxes but he was acting odd I didn’t know until i got diagnosed. i wish I could just chill tf out and be regular . I’ve been thinking about posting in here about something kind of on the flip side of what you’re It's been my experience that the only way out of the chaos of BPD is through -- you need to deal with your traumas in order to move past them. This is the first time in years that I really have no favorite person. But it is treatable, and we all have a responsibility to work on our bad character traits. you lied on My whole life, I've always felt like I don't actually fit in anywhere. BPD is characterized by rapidly fluctuating moods, an unstable sense of self, impulsiveness, and a lot of fear. I don’t have BPD, but I’ve put a lot of effort into trying to understand how it affects people. My brain works a little differently than most people. I’m curious to see what other people’s experiences with this are. 47 votes, 59 comments. By 17 I suspected I had BPD and by 18 (now) I was diagnosed after seeking out therapy out of desperation. I still try to get better but I never get I imagine for people who don’t have it that they can have steady relationships. You can't do that with someone You said in another comment you didn't think your life revolved around him, but it's really common for bpd sufferers to revolve their lives around their fp, and create an identity around them. I dread most days and especially when I’m in an episode I wish I just straight up didn’t exist. But people always talk about BPD rage and I've never really felt that? I definitely have said my . I can see why people who don’t have BPD find it hard to understand. Yep, it's normal to question this. But I’ve realized over time that my 23 votes, 43 comments. But I'm super excited that I r/BPD is a community of people with BPD (EUPD) and people who know someone with BPD looking for mutual support and resources to help guide them through their journey. Not very many people truly understand me. 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